the last rose.

he gave me 12 roses, of which one was a fake.

and he told me he would love me till the last rose dies.

disclaimer.

Hello. (:

Saturday, June 28, 2008

what the fuck.
why can't my parents just stop quarelling?
freaking, bloody hell.
they just don't care about my feelings at all.
they don't know how much i care about them.
i don't want them to break up just because of something stupid.
i really feel like going out ad shouting at them to SHUT UP their fucking mouths!
& i really wish i can grow up faster and be independant,
so that i don't have to care.
i don't want to cry,
but the tears just fell.
i really don't know what to do.
D:

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

first of all , sky of love is niceeeeeeeee ! :D

i finally persuaded my dad to buy it ,

but he insisted to buy cd instead of dvd becos it's much cheaper -.-

whatever.

but anws, people , watch it if you haven't.

becos, it's super nice that's why (:

hahahaha.

alright.

back to the post.

schl reopened like so looooooong ago.

& i haven't posted fr a looooooong time.

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actually i was studyinggg !

hurhur.

like real.

i brought my phone to th service centre just now.

and it cost $150 to repair!

& i had to leave it there for abt 3 days.

wahlau, mum said she will by one fr me if she strike the lottery,

which, indirectly meant tht i'll have to wait longlong before i could get a new one.

i waaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnt new handphone lah.

even tho i bought tht one like just abt a few months ago.

nowadys, so many new phone models keep coming up.

i want i want !

...

if only i had dropped my phone abit harder,

maybe.

i could have bought a new one !

anws, 旧的不去 , 新的不来 right?

hahaha.

omgg.

i stepped on a crocroach this morning and it was like squashed flat lah.

the juices was like being squeezed out everywhere.

super revoltingly revolting.

me: AHHHH!

mum: what?

me: AHHHH! (pointing to the squashed crocroach)

mum: aiyah. next time look carefully where you're stepping. don't anyhow keep killing insects!

me: AHHHH!

mum: poor thing. (indicating to the crocroach)

me: AHHHH!

mum: oh yah. wash ur shoes urself. i think the juices stain or something.

me: ?!

what the.

why can't mum agree with me that it's all tht crocroach's fault,

she shld have said-

stupid crocroach. don't want run the other way, then stubornly just want to run towards my daughter. u deserve to get squashed lah!

booooooooooo.

stupid crocroach, just ruin my shoes -,-

anws, it was revoltingly disgusting lah.

& the conclusion is-

i'm not gonna touch that shoes ever again.

i rather leaving it to rot.

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anws, to sihui;

u dedicated to me!

so, somehow i also have to dedicate one fr u too!

don't be too touched when u read this alright :P

hahaha.

i've known u for abt 1 year 7 months alr.

and u are my bestest best friend really!

we're like an unseparated pair.

u're the one i can really talk to, and really revealing the true side of me.

heh.

u zilian, impatient, crappy girl with negativeness. oops.

ILOVEYOUUUUULOADDDDDDDDDS! <3

wheeeeeeee.

i'm so happy tht i don't have to go fr ndp lah.

saturdays wasted away liddat.

i rather stay home watch dvds ,

hoho

people, don't just view & zhao.

taggggggg!

i decided carry on w life.

no point missing you, after all these time.

our affinity ended.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

i don't waaaaaaannnnnnnnnt hols to end.
& school's starting tommorow ! D:
rawr.
0___________0
& i want to repair my phone real sooooooooooon !
can't wait can't wait.
D:

Monday, June 16, 2008

hellos peepo!

i'm now at woodlands library with sihui, qy & amirul , supposed to discuss and do the maths hw together , but in the end , me & amirul just copied some qns frm qianyu, while sihui onlined using amirul's laptop . then i fell asleep in the middle of solving a problem.. so you can see , we didn't finish our maths hw -,-
afterwards , me & sihui lunched on macs while the guys went home.
so, that's why now we are using sihui's acc to online , but her prepaid balance don't have any money left , so i had to top up using my izline card money , which in the end only left with a pathetic 40 cents -,- but it's still enough to take mrt home later ,
bwahahahas :D

gah ,
i am so sian manszxszxs.
but it's very cooling in th library. (:
got free air con to enjoy.
better than staying at home to rot.
hahaha :D

OMFG. yesterday superrrrr SUAY !
i dropped my handphone onto the floor , and it smashed into pieces!
it's the third time i dropped my phone this month , but this time it was more serious .
okay , maybe it didn't smashed into pieces , but the screen cracked and it's bad enough already, plus the phone camera was spoilt and won't work ! and , i found out that recently the phone is beginning to lag D:
gosh , i'm gna have my phone repaired sometime soon , but hopefully i won't have to pay a cent , or else i'll have to 'accidentally' drop my handphone a few times more and dismantle the insides before pronouncing my phone officially dead .
so ,
i can buy a new one ! :D
plus i don't even have to pay .
yayyyyyyyyeeeeeee.
:D

but , i would have to wait for like another 123456789 years , before my dad would stop nagging at me , and finally bring me to the hp shop D:

you know i hated waiting , especially with such an absolutely ugly phone without cameras .
so ,

i'll just have to rob the bank and buy a new one for myself!
nah , just joking.
hhahahahahs
:D

Sunday, June 15, 2008

hellos peepo!

went shopping with mum yesterday.
& took some random photos at a toyshop ,
sweet sweet childhood memories ~
:D

mum looks so unglam ,

her eyes are closed, and her expression caught totally unprepared .

LOLS .

Thursday, June 12, 2008

was BORED.

so edited this photo of me & my cousin (:

the shades ain't real , they are just stickers frm photobucket ,

haha, photobucket just rocks okay :D

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

second post for TODAY :D

went out with shimin , stefanie , sherlin ! <3
it has been ages since we last go out together ,
miss them all so much :D

had macs at TP , then shopped & movied at orchard.
watched indiana jones and the kingdom of the crystal skull.
haha , damn nice :D
&
i love my gan sisters <3

hellos peepo !

YESTERDAY was the ARISE SHINE CONCERT<3
take a look thro the photos below ;

tried to take a photo of the stage , and almost got blocked by someone's wonderful twist .

the dressing room resembles the ones you see in tv , damn nice :D

and they got this super cool LG tv that shows what was happening on the stage outside.

so anws , here are some photos taken in the dressing room :D

and after all the rehearsal in the afternoon , we changed into our gowns and got ready for the concert .

and we had to pin up our fringes, plus put on make-ups. yucks D:

oh, and btw, my painted heels,

i should have left it white!

ms yee was like saying 'what did you do to your shoes? it's orange!'

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and , it was damn ugly.

plus it doesn't goes with my green gown.

gah , really regretted painting it dark beign/(orange?)

so went home and scrubbed the paint off.

but in the end, it looked pale orange,

i wouldn't be caught dead wearing those man D:

anws, the concert though tiring , but it was fun

Monday, June 09, 2008

hellos peepo !

had concert rehearsal at republic poly today ,

met up with yihan and took the bus with the others in case we lost our way .

but before that , sth paiseh happened .

i was going to call yihan , but instead i called my cello teacher whose name was just below hers in my phone's contacts. WTH.

me: ' hello? yihan! where are you? don't be late lah! when are you reaching?'

her: 'erm.. i'm just going to go out of my house..'

me (sensing sth wrong): 'eh, wait! are you yihan anot?'

her: 'no, i'm yingying.'

me: 'omg! sorry, wrong number!'

was damn paiseh afterwards , all thanks to yihan D:

forget it.

anws, the poly was so near to the mrt , we shouldn't have taken the bus tho D:

hmm.

so we reached ,

and the theatre hall is super big , the stage is like twice the size of our sch's one.

wanted to take a photo of the stage but got blocked by yihan's twist !
hmmmph.
anws , we practiced some songs and had lunch in the canteen afterwards.

this is what i ate for lunch !

fish & pasta :D

doesn't it look tempting?

.
anws, had rehearsal throughout the whole afternoon afterwards.
tired D:

and, mum helped me painted my white heels beign!
.

before:

after:

it's ugly ,

i prefer the original colour better.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

hellos peepo !

YESTERDAY , went msia , as mentioned in my previous post.
actually was supposed to set off super duper early in the morning ,
but i slept so late that night , so obviously i can't wake up !
so , set off at about 12 instead .
but then , there was a super heavy traffic jam at the custom , waited for hours !
nearly suffocated in the car D:

in the end, we finally crossed over the custom at 2+.

by then we were damn hungry .

as you can see from the pics above , we went to a restaurant to settle lunch ,

food served , eat eat eat , then went toilet to flush evrything out .

hahaha :D
finally reached grandma's place at 4+ ,

alot of ppl were already there .

dinnered ,

followed by birthday cake !

homed at about 9+ ,

shopped at jusco & bought hell loads of stuff :D

then there was a heavy traffic jam again .

reached home at 12+ .

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY , GRANDMA ! <3

and , wahlau eh .

someone is ponning the concert uh ,

the someone if see this , will ownself know who he/she/it is.

tsktsktsk.

Friday, June 06, 2008

hellos peepo !

suddenly felt like blogging ,
so here i am (:

but i'm keeping this post short, because it's so late alr, and i want my sleep .
and i want to sleep early , because i've got to wake up super early tmr.
and i've got to wakup super early , because im going to msia tmr .
and i'm going msia tmr , because tmr's grandma's birthday ! :D
okay, i know this sounds stupid :/
anws, i will be just going for one day, so won't be going shopping! D:
what a waste.
i would proably be doing nth except watching tv the whole day -,-
stoning away with BOREDOM ,
booooooooooooooo.
i rather stay at home go online.
well, at least there would be loads & loads of stuff to eat !
i can't wait to go msia tmr man.
i mean , for the FOOD (:

TODAY , was rehearsal again.
going poly to rehearse nxt mon, then actual on tues.
ARISE, SHINE CONCERT.
i look stupid in that gown.
plus , im going to paint my white heels beign.
saves times & money.
:D

i just want to forget the past ,
but imissyou.

Monday, June 02, 2008

CHOIR CAMP ! <3
it was fun , fun , fun ! :D
okay, started out with dividing ourselves into groups.
angie, sin hang , esther , clement , yan yee , juliana , suian , yihan , yan jie!
SPONGEYLICIOUS <3

(originated frm spongebob squarepants)

& our cheer -

are you ready? aye aye captain!

i can't hear you.. aye aye captain!

ooooo... who lives in the pineapple under the sea?

SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS !

(that was the only part we remembered tho.)

then, there was the ice-breaker game.